February 2012
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I looked at my tattoo in the mirror and remember...
Take the light, and darken everything around me call the clouds and listen closely, I’m lost without you Call your name every day when i feel so helpless I’m fallin’ down but I’ll rise above this, rise above this Hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken For all we know, this void will grow and Everything’s in vain, distressing you though it leaves me...
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Hi, how are you? Yes, I'm fine, I only spent the...
“HELLO! How was your half term?? Did you have a good week??”
me: *blank stare*
”..what?”
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“Emma!! How are you???”
me: “…I’m not sure how to answer that question. I can’t exactly say I want to kill everyone in this room.”
“Well, you are justified to say that.. you could say you wanted to kill me if you wanted to!...
“The true way to gain much, is never to desire to gain too much.”
– Francis Beaumont
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my new project
I’m gonna get a notebook and write down any and every memory I have of us. I will stick in any pictures I have of you. I will not let you be forgotten, for you have made me who I am today.
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suddenly I know I'm not sleeping hello I'm still...
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I have successfully been staring into space for an...
I feel totally lost and scared. I think I’m about to start crying. I don’t know what to do with myself at all.
I can’t focus I can’t sleep her face is ingrained in my memory she’s all I can think about and I don’t know what to do anymore.
“Give me a reason to believe that you’re gone
I see your shadow so I know...”
– Even in Death, Evanescence
“I’d love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain
But I can’t...”
– My Immortal (Piano/Vocal), Evanescence
“And when the worrying starts to hurt
and the world feels like graves of dirt...”
– Shut Your Eyes, Snow Patrol
“If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the...”
– Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol
“And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain. Don’t carry the world...”
– Hey Jude, The Beatles
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Motherfucking waking up at this ridiculous hour...
funeral day.. 4 hour journey up north..
a whole day of being with it in an emotionally unstable atmosphere.
great.
I’m scared I’m gonna break.
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What a good idea, I’ll watch NCIS, I haven’t done that in a while.
and of course the episode on tv is the one where Gibbs spends every waking moment reminiscing about his wife and daughter who died several years before.
Well done Emma, you’ve successfully put yourself in an I’m going to cry any second now mood.
It’s bad enough that The Wright Stuff this morning...
41049) I had more confidence when I was fat.