February 2012
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WHOA
tumblr changed again
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I thought I was getting through this.
I just had a nightmare about seeing my grandma again and talking about her and family and
you think you might just be able to cope with one death and then the other hits you and you’re like
shit.
I wanna crawl into a hole and cry.
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I'm learning how to knit
I just need something to do with my hands to give me a focus. I ended up sewing lots last week but there’s not realy much for me to sew…
so I’m making a scarf to start off easy.
and I love it.
“Why is it accepted that some people who eat a ton of food can stay thin, but not...”
– Some Things I Don’t Understand « Dances With Fat (via jerseyjezebel)
“I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don’t want to feel anymore for...”
– Like You, Evanescence
“Public opinion is no more than this: what people think that other people think.”
– Alfred Austin
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I looked at my tattoo in the mirror and remember...
Take the light, and darken everything around me call the clouds and listen closely, I’m lost without you Call your name every day when i feel so helpless I’m fallin’ down but I’ll rise above this, rise above this Hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken For all we know, this void will grow and Everything’s in vain, distressing you though it leaves me...
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Hi, how are you? Yes, I'm fine, I only spent the...
“HELLO! How was your half term?? Did you have a good week??”
me: *blank stare*
”..what?”
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“Emma!! How are you???”
me: “…I’m not sure how to answer that question. I can’t exactly say I want to kill everyone in this room.”
“Well, you are justified to say that.. you could say you wanted to kill me if you wanted to!...
“The true way to gain much, is never to desire to gain too much.”
– Francis Beaumont
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my new project
I’m gonna get a notebook and write down any and every memory I have of us. I will stick in any pictures I have of you. I will not let you be forgotten, for you have made me who I am today.
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suddenly I know I'm not sleeping hello I'm still...
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I have successfully been staring into space for an...
I feel totally lost and scared. I think I’m about to start crying. I don’t know what to do with myself at all.
I can’t focus I can’t sleep her face is ingrained in my memory she’s all I can think about and I don’t know what to do anymore.
“Give me a reason to believe that you’re gone
I see your shadow so I know...”
– Even in Death, Evanescence
“I’d love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain
But I can’t...”
– My Immortal (Piano/Vocal), Evanescence
